Dear oppa,

It’s finally March Break! I’m so happy that I finally have time off. I wish I could say the same thing about you. Oppa, you’re so hardworking and barely take any time off. I’m sorry I can’t really do anything about you getting a break but I admire your perseverance. Because of you and your hard work, I’ve been moved to do own work, too. Look who doesn’t have to do much work over the March Break? :)

It was a really nice day outside today. I wish you were here to enjoy it with me but I’m sure it’s just as beautiful in Korea. I know you don’t go out much but you should really stop and smell the roses some time. Oppa, I want you to know that your hard work has definitely paid off. It’s been a long time but you’ve finally made it. Now, please continue and never give up!

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  

Dear oppa,

I don’t really know what you do in Korea but otherwise, Happy Family Day! I hope that you’re spending the nicest time with your family. Whoever you consider your family right now, I hope that you have a wonderful time with them. Don’t ever forget that your family will love you no matter what! Every second spent with your family is a second spent well. I know you don’t exactly get to see your family every day like I do but I know that they’re always on your mind. Have a good day!

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  #happy family day  

Dear oppa,

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY! Oppa, do you know how much I love you? How much I wish to see you and tell you that? It’s hard but I managed to make it this far so I guess I’ll continue. I really do have a lot to tell you.

Oppa, I remember the first time I saw you. I’m not gonna lie, I thought you were very cute. I decided to do further research on you and eventually, it led to watching all those variety shows at 2:00 in the morning and listening to your music 24/7. I want you to know that I think you’re amazing in everything you do. You don’t have the strongest voice but you sing with all your heart. The way you move on stage stuns me. Your smile is adorable and I wish that you could smile at me like that one day. I really want to see you.

When I think about it, it makes me feel so stupid. For being here, saying things like, “Oppa’s the only one for me.” Oppa, look what you’ve done! I’ll never love any other boy except for you :P That’s alright. I don’t like them anyway but I wonder how you feel. Are you waiting for me, too? Do you look for me in the sea of fans around you? I don’t think you’ll find me there right now but in the near future, you’ll definitely spot me. There are so many fans out there, too. That love you just as much as I do. It sometimes upsets me that you might find that special person before you even meet me. I know that you’ll choose someone great though. I want you to know that I’m always trying my hardest, hoping that I’ll make you proud when I get to meet you and I’ll tell you of all my accomplishments so you can flash me a smile. Maybe, one day, we can even spend a Valentine’s day together. I’ll make some reaaaaally nice chocolate for you and we can eat them together. For now, I’ll be here :)

I hope that you’re having a wonderful day so far! I love you! Happy Valentine’s Day!

Love, 

Me.

#dear oppa  #happy valentine's day  

Dear oppa,

The snow keeps coming. It’s so cold but thoughts of you are really warm.

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  #it's so cold :(  

Dear oppa,

Have a good night. I hope that you’re able to rest properly. I love you!

Love,

Me.

Dear oppa,

When you smile, I go weak in the knees.  When you cry, my eyes become watery. When you sing, I want to stand on stage beside you and sing along. When you dance, I want to be in the crowd, seeing the sweat roll down your neck. When you’re happy, I’m happy, too. 

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  #keep smiling  

Dear oppa,

I realized just how quiet I really am. I never really have anything to say and sometimes, I feel bad because of that. Some people have “real” talks with me; they tell me what’s on their mind, what’s been bugging them, etc. The only things I can do is nod my head and go, “Mmhmm, yeah, I know.” I can’t say anything back to them. I don’t really have anything to tell them. 

When I’m with my friends (most of the time), I am loud but that’s because we talk about such carefree things. When they talk about serious things, I get so quiet. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad thing. My friends have such serious things to tell me but I don’t. My friends’ parents are fighting, my friends’ parents are so pressuring, my friends’ homes are too stressful. I can’t relate to them so what am I supposed to say? It makes me feel like such a lousy friend. 

I know, oppa, that you don’t even talk that much yourself. I also know, though, that there must be a lot of things running through your mind. The only thing on my mind is you and I’m sorry that I can’t be there to help. If one day I am able to befriend you, I’ll try my hardest not to stay quiet all the time.

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  

Dear oppa,

Sometimes, I wish that I could be older. Our age difference isn’t that much but I want to get out of high school. Also, I can’t help but feel like if one day I do meet you, we won’t be very close because of our age difference. I feel a bit insecure because of that. I hope you’ll understand though.

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  #i'm so young -.-'  

Dear oppa,

When I look at you, I can’t help but feel all flustered. The worst part, though, is that with my own two eyes, I have never really seen you.

Love,

Me

#dear oppa  

Dear oppa,

Is it weird that my mom stays up watching dramas? She’s been watching the same one all day and she’s still not done. 

My sisters, my mom and I stayed at home instead of going to work and school. I didn’t do much, just ate and slept. I made cupcakes and a cake with my sister ^.^ I guess we’re pretty close but being a middle child is kinda hard. I don’t really want to go to school tomorrow, either, but I kinda need to see my teachers :( 

I hope that you’re having a more productive day than I am. It must be a little overwhelming but I hope that you know I’m always here supporting you. Don’t every doubt yourself :) 

Love,

Me.

#dear oppa  #my mom is weird